It is 6 months now since my son passed away. Half a year ago the Gates of Eternity opened up for him while I sunk into an abyss of no coming back. My life is spinning in the darkness together with my memories, it slips through my fingers And I keep asking, God, please calm me, like you calm storms; Teach my to follow straight paths, And let me believe that his painful immersion into eternity was simply a return!!! Dear son, I love you and I miss you

It has passed 9 months since suicidal heath of my beloved, but I am still asking the question.... why.....forgive me (in the name of my beloved) all, who are fighting for own and the closest lives......he took away such a gift and in that way......despite difficulties and emptiness, ferocious emptiness... God is merciful....is.

Agniesia passed away

Reading these words I was not able to refrain from writing few words. It is so hard to accept loss of someone close, beloved person, that one, who loved selflessly, who did everything in order to give us diner, to feel that we are good and loved. That unique person. She is not anymore here. I consolidate with you in suffering. I know how hard it is to loose someone closest, dearest, who hugged us, accepted, just loved. Life is so short. Lets see around, we are not able to say each other any good word, please, we shouln't loose our life in sadness, grief, in all these nonsense behavior. Please, love yourself, love your mother, father, siblings, shop assistant, driver, baker. Life is so short. You have a chance, which may not happened again, love other people

I admire those, who are able to live despite of faith of life...

Sometimes, despite of strong will, we are loosing last hope and that was in my case when Pope has passed away..... but he lives still in us in the same way as those who has left us. Remember about that and dont turn back from God....